Monday, May 05, 2008

New Summer, New Color

So I got really tired of the bubbles in the background theme, so I decided to change it. Kim told me that if I changed the background she would probably stop reading this blog, and I would go down as the girl who was too insecure to keep one freaking theme (ok the last part was a little exaggerated, but that's what I heard). Well if my blog doth offend you, I am truly sorry (but not sorry enough to change it back, foo on you).

It is summer time, and I feel rushed. I have 2 1/2 weeks until intensive training starts, and I sort of feel like the walls are closing in on me. What happened? Wasn't it just yesterday that we were sending the Kenya team off? Wasn't it just yesterday that I was thinking and praying (but not really) about going, but not really thinking that I was going? Wasn't it just yesterday when I was sitting in the student center and I felt "The Call" while I was watching a Fall Out Boy video? Did we NOT just have our first training session yesterday? Huh? What?

Passport Immunizations new glasses VBS skits Dentist Family time finish Harry Potter save some money will I raise enough money? watch some movies The Sound of Music grades sucked this semester repair bike tire what should I pack? hope everything stays together at my house for a summer need to get FIT oh yeah.....this isn't about me is it oh crap I need to read my bible and pray but is God mad at me of course he's not but how much time is too much time crap crap crap crap God can hear me thinking.....GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!


So yeah....please pray for me. On the flip side, I am SOOOOOOO happy to be at home! I love my family so much. Like seriously. I have already read nursery rhymes with Tobias, had a blinking contest with Elissa, lost the Phase 10 game for Auntie Marcia, and watched the Scrubs episode that makes me cry.

So little time...but I will cherish every minute of it.

*Simple as a phone call just to make it known that you're gonna
be a little late
Pure as a kiss on a cheek in a word that everything will be okay
Call in the morning from my little sister singing to me
Happy Birthday
In the quest for fortune and fame
Don't forget about the simple things...*
~India.Arie

1 comment:

J. Ro said...

I like your taste in music. India Arie. mmmm hm.

Anyways, hang in there, Miss Tams.. The walls always feel like they're closing in right before something hugely amazing happens. And obviously, something hugely amazing is going to happen. =) Here we go!